i dont think im going to be able to sleep tonight.
there's so much i want to say but it seems like ive forgotten how to say it. i've forgotten how to write.

ive been far away for far too long.

there are people in this world that i would give my life for. and i've been feeling a very strong calling. i should go home. i really should. i'll never forgive myself if dont. exams are not priority in life right now.

i feel stranded here. going home doesnt even seem like an option, much as i would like to be there right now. i can only afford to go for a 3 or 4 days and it will cost me a fortune! and it just doesnt seem worth it.
sometimes i really wish we were the kind of family that could afford luxury and not just comfort!