you couldnt even bother to stay in touch with your best friend.
all those years she made sure that she was close to you. she insisted that you meet her every once in a while. that you call her often, just to see how things are going. that you reply to her text messages in the middle of class.
and now that she's gone, you stopped caring. it is as though she was the only one who ever cared.
all those times i spent beating myself up about why we broke up and whether i did the right thing. now i know.
all those reasons, they were real. they are true. and you've proved it.
what friendship is this? i'm beginning to hate you, to feel disgust when i think of the past we shared, when i think of how hard i clung on to you.
we have nothing left. goodbye.
