Saturday, January 19, 2013

Here are some things


This was written after my last visit to one of my favorite beaches. I know I wont be going back there any time soon, and I just had to immortalize my feelings. 

Oh, and by the way, as usual, after years of silence, I'm back here. FPFY always draws me back.


Here are some things
I want to remember:
The song the waves sing
As they wash the seashore
Leaving starfish embedded in sand:
Just like Jupiter and the satellites in the sky
That glint despite the bright moonlight.
They cannot be seen unless you choose to look away
Then, suddenly, out of the corner of your eye, you see one
And maybe another
And everything falls perfectly into place
Out of focus

I want to remember
The cool sea breeze that stole my serenity
As it slid its hands under my dress
Lifting it effortlessly to caress my thighs
Until warm hands from behind rescue me
And hold me till I feel safe again

I want to remember
An evening long ago
Six quarters of sticky sweet lime
A stone bench and a sunset at the end of the world
A pocket knife that cut the day out from its margins
Leaving it standing alone in the twilight of memory

I want to remember
The heat on my bare back
The surface of the ocean shimmering,
Blinding in its beauty
As I stand tall on the very edge of the boat
Lifting my arms up to the sky as I take a leap of faith
A mouthful of salt water
Diamonds in my hair and on my eyelashes
And everything is perfect

And then afterwards,
We sit side by side on the sun warmed sand
Bare feet digging into the beach
Trying to grow into it
While our bodies tan, I feel like a stranger to myself
My eyes brighter, my gait more languid
I am drunk on freedom and happiness

Until the sun sets
And all the Mojito glasses are suddenly empty
We look into each others eyes
One final time – and it is the end


11 Nov 2012