wifi in sharada hostel

So that day has finally arrived

Sharada's old non AC block has finally been wifi'd!!!
This is the first phase of wifi enabling, by tomorrow RT hostel will also have access to internet from their rooms.
(as of right now, the guys are REALLY jealous of the girls)

The Health Sciences lib is also on the list.

This is good....

2nd sessionals

coming close

but im happy, im dealing with it much better this time. i had a very workable schedule, and both me and c studied together, and stuck to it enough for it to work for us.

y's in delhi again, but this time im not going to have to run my phone bill up to a few thousands coz im NOT going to break down.

well, even if i do break down, it wont happen until like 5 days before it.

missing y like crazy. he's home right now, and will be till march, after which he's supposed to come meet me. wow, that will be fun.

life will begin again after the sessionals, there's a list of things i have to do
1. water sports at the beach
2. go karting
3. y's coming!!!!!!!!!
4. im going home (yeah, ill be cutting class for like 4 days to go home. cant stay here till june continuously)

later

events

lots of fun things been happeneing, because of which, all study plans/schedules have been put to rest.

3 rock shows three days in a row
watched Parikrama perform at MIT hockey grounds day before,
watched this great american band perform at sydicate auditorium yesterday,
gonna go watch them again at biochem lecture hall 1 (!)

yes, they were in fact that good.
i enjoyed them way better than parikrama, they sounded much better, and weren't as arrogant and pompous as the vocalist of parikrama was. plus they played good music, some was really relaly hard, but most was enjoyable.

also happening tonight is lohri celebrations, that some guys from our batch are organising, im hoping that apart from the bonfire, there'll be some kind of music as well.

will be spending the night at c's flat, chilling and studying.

yes, i guess i finally have some friends.
what a relief.
hopefully, it only gets better

later

homesick

what a horrible start to the year

i DINT get kvpy

and im back in college now, except who knew it would feel so bad?
i miss home so much, i miss my parents, i feel incredibly guilty for not having been their ideal child.

it wasn't so bad when mom left me here and went the first time. i guess at that point i was so relieved that my gap year was over, and that i was finally doing something worthwhile that i probably felt very positive about being away from home.

But now, that's all so far behind me, all i can do is look ahead and see 6 months of endless class, without break. its a long long time. forget that, what about the next five years?

when i got here, in an auto from TC, and he drove down the road to Sharada, i was suddenly so depressed, looking at that stupid road.

my parents are old. i want to be home looking after them. monetarily. quickly. as soon as possible. but its gonna take forever, like another 10 years.

its 2007

what im going to do differently this year:

take control. my life is mine.
think positive.
look out for myself, be the bestest friend i could ever have.

and so...
ring in the new etc