frustration

what i need is for you to feel something, anything, when you're around me.

feel it like i feel it -- shaking my entire being, purifying my thoughts to one theme. INTENSITY. thats what i never see in you anymore.

its also why i prefer fighting with you. its better than the emotion-free conversations we have. Because you're hardly ever intense in the other, nicer way. Getting the intense romance out of you is much more difficult than getting you to fight with me. which is why we end up fighting more.

why dont you understand that you're the only one who can give me what i want? all my fantasies lie in your hands. you can make me really really happy, but you choose NOT to.

tell me why i should be the one compromising?