sunday morning jango

I'm listening to my Sunday Morning playlist (mostly Train and Maroon 5, both for the nostalgic happiness they inspire) on http://www.jango.com/ (which is a brilliant site) and sitting around tidying things up here and there. changing bedsheets folding clothes fresh from the laundromat, that sort of thing.

My textbooks are lying in a pile on my desk, along with a tangled mesh of wires and lots of stationery strewn around. This needs some tidying too i guess. what are sundays for?

I should take a shower, get into some clean clothes and make it to the lib sometime soon, if i dont go now, i prob wont make it there until much later in the evening, once SV gets back from his Surathkal expedition.

But its just so relaxing to hang out here all by myself. i resent company in these moments. no lights on, just the sunlight from my window filling the room with splashes of brightness. messy though it is, i love my room. i love coming back here at the end of the day, to turn on my laptop and read my webcomics, or watch a movie or check out facebook. or even better, read a book with only the table lamp on. the sad part being that i'm done reading everything i had :(

maybe i should make a list of all the books ive read. wow. what a long list that would be.

i guess its good in a way, now i shall TRY to focus more on Bailey and Love at night, instead of Margaret Atwood or Janet Fitch.

9 th sem is still moving at its own pace, steamrolling everything in its way. last few months left.. crucial months that will determine the rest of our lives. and even though i hate it, im learning that it makes more sense to try and catch up with 9th sem instead of watching it roll away from me so fast. we're gonna ride it out till the end of the wave. (is that correct surfing terminology?)

things are happening way too fast for me to register that they're happening... and im not struck by any sense of nostalgia for manipal. in fact im glad that MOST my batch will leave after exams. only a small bunch will stay on for internship here. and im actually quite glad to be rid of them all. too much history, too many bad memories. id rather be alone.

exams in 2 months. closer everyday. prep is not up to the mark. its like.. haha.. India and the CWG. all the time's been destroyed by THIS: meaningless blogging and drinking nights and too much sleeping. except that i wont survive without atleast 2 of the 3 things i mentioned.

time to snap out of this lazy sunday morning reverie and get to work. something productive. so that maybe i can chill later at night. if i feel like ive done enough.