ENT sessional:
this year we have one and a half hour sessionals. 40 mark papers. makes it seem less intimidating somehow. until you realise that if u don't know 2 questions out of 7, it means you're failing. no point even attempting it.
which means i had to study. everything. EVERYTHING, do you understand? and knowing me, and how i get bored so easily (this means you, Y. snigger snigger) i had a hard time sticking to a schedule. which means i DINT study everything.
not that im failing or anything, i mean i dint know one 4 mark question on the impedence matching function of the middle ear, but the rest of it was pretty ok. im just ZONKED. who uses that word anymore?
i have an ENT OSCE tomorrow. and im hating the fact that im gonna have to study the same subject again. im used to a kind of release, a kind of gratefulness at not having to go over the same stuff again, and now im just ticked off.
an OSCE btw is like this objective test based on clinical settings: so its about x rays and case studies and photographs of patients and surgical instruments etc. i cant believe i dont know what OSCE stands for.

in happy news:
Her mom met my mom today! in delhi! yay. hopefully i'll get to meet Her whenever im in chennai. now that parents have met, its gonna be all chilled out!
things are not progressing anymore, and i'm getting over it.

Sim's coming back! this monday. right before my Surgery exam. timing.

i need a vacation. soon. things are getting to me. im depressed, and lonely. and i really wanna just SEE mom for a while. just BE. but i cant go home anytime soon, because right after exams i start ENT posting (UGH. WHY IS MY LIFE SO FULL OF ENT!) and i cant miss it because of the end posting exam and cos i need to know how to take an ent case! before Unis!