The End or Happily Ever After or Goodbye

long time

things are changing again. this constant state of flux isnt for everyone.
ok bullet points:

1. batch photoshoots driving me crazy. i feel like im walking on a thin line between sanity and rage. constantly feel that way all the time, unless im with SV

2. still borderline failing exams

3. SV:
oh my god, this is it. finally. a new clean slate, a brand new chance to start over. for real. after all the shallowness and emptiness and loneliness, i have a FRIEND now, and we're in love.

4. i got my belly button pierced and it looks SEXY :)

5. this blog.
is now closed. i remember i started it to chronicle college etc. but its no longer appropriate to my life. i need to start over. and get rid of all the heavy baggage ive been carrying for so long.

bye bye
and wish me luck.

when shall we meet again?
in thunder, lightening or in rain?
how shall we greet in many years?
with hugs and kisses or silence and tears?