Micro sessional

its such a psychological thing.

i slept a good 7 hours last night, and i even took a power nap for an hour before my exam. (not really a power nap, i was just looking for an excuse to stop studying. man, the text is SO boring. especially if you've studied it before. my brain just DID NOT want to read it all again!)

anyway. i got more than enough sleep, and all i did today was sit in an exam hall for 3 hours, writing. and yet, im so fucking tired. i can feel a headache coming on, my eyes are burning, and my back hurts. i just wanna sleep some more.

i really hope im not coming down with something.

anyway, so the paper was decently easy. i knew most of it, but some insane degree of laziness overcame me in the hall, and i JUST didn't feel like putting my answers on paper. i found myself looking for shortcuts.

i made up flowcharts. reduced sentences to phrases. drew random diagrams.

i had to force myself to finish answering the paper. literally force. i found myself thinking about random profound things.. and i'd have to lead my brain back gently, tell my face to stop smiling and tell my hand to start writing. so weird! its never happened to me before.

maybe coz ive never been this bored with my subjects. one and a half years of the same stuff! over and over... my neurons are atrophying, and i cant blame them.

ive never had much patience. and i've never been able to tolerate delayed gratification.

well im off to get some instant gratification for myself now hehe..