oh my god.

I cant believe I'm going.

I've spoken to so many people about this, about going away and living alone; in fact I've done it before. But I still can't believe its happening again. And I hope that it will be NOTHING like it was last time.

Been doing tons of shopping.
I'm at that stage where I actually have TOO many clothes. Can you believe ME saying that?

Before, it used to be like "Oh my god I have to leave in half an hour but I have nothing to wear. Everything I own is atleast 3 years old and/or doesn't fit me."

And now thats changed to "Oh my god I have to leave in half an hour, how can I possibly decide what to wear in such short time?"

And I've waited so long for this.


Tomorrow Sim's taking me to Lajpat Nagar to buy some salwaar kameezes cheap. Also footwear and a backpack. After that I'm all set to go. Packing it all up is going to be difficult. I was convinced I could fit it all in the BIG samsonite suitcase, but when I actually saw the 3 foot high mound of stuff on my bed I was forced to change my mind.

PROJECT sucks. I haven't collected my recommendation letter from her yet, and mom doesn't know it. I'm bound to get screamed at if she finds out.
All my photos got ruined, not that I would have had the space to fit it all into my 6 page report.

There is very little time left and so much to do. I have to start filling out the form. Write project report. Pack. Meet people. Get hair cut. Collect letter from school.

Filling out the stupid form is going to be tough. There are stupid questions like "Explain why you chose this project" and " what idea/instrument has excited you and why" and "Describe a recent breakthrough in Science and how it is important" etc etc. And I havent done the research required to answer these questions.